I’m afraid I might loose my babe if she goes for bb naija audition this saturday and gets picked to be in the house.
Initially, when she told me she wanted to register for bb naija, I was like okay, that’s cool. It’s a great platform to sell yourself cause she a UI/UX developer and she also has a piercing business she runs on the side. I’m also a frontend developer.
I didn’t think much of it until she told me she was asked to come for audition this saturday, that’s when it dawned on me that what if she goes into the house and fall in love with someone else, what if she wins and becomes more successful than I am, she may not be interested in being with me anymore because I am still coming up financially.
So many thoughts were clouding my mind and I told her about it. she gave me the assurance that even if she wins, she will not forget me cause of how supportive I have been to her in her career and business. she assured me that if she wins, it’s a win win for both of Us.
Now this is the problem, I asked her if she won’t go into the house and do things that will h*rt my feelings, like k!ssing a guy. She said I should understand that it is a game, and that she can’t go into the house and not mingle or be saying she’s in a relationship, that if she does that, she will be evicted quickly. I was like, I’m not saying you shouldn’t mingle.
My babe is h*t so I know that guys definitely will try to get close to her, and I can’t control that. My concern is that she doesn’t get int!mate with any of them. She can dance, hold hands, hug and all but no k!ssing.
She said she’s not going to sl€€p with anyone but she cannot guarantee that she won’t k!ss any guy because it’s a game and she needs to give the viewers what they want.
It didn’t sit well with me, and we went back and forth about it. She asked me to calm down, and allow her do the audition first. We have stopped talking about it for now but alot has been going through my mind.
The fact that my babe will be willing to k!ss a stranger just to entertain viewers at the expense of my feelings is kind of worrisome or perhaps l am overthinking.